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Fujiwara Koharu
08 June 2009 @ 08:42 pm
HOAAA I WANNA SCREAM NOW !! BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY ???

IS IT BECAUSE I'M JEALOUS ..??
 .
WHAT THE ... -_- ME ? JEALOUS..? TO WHO..?? WHY ..??

I THINK IM JUST DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE SOMETHING -__- OH WELL, ITS JUST FEEL REALLY IRRITATED -_-

 
 
Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: JEALOUS ALLERT !!!!
Current Music: perfect world -aqua timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
 Yo! yo yo !! ...gyahahaha bertemu lagi dengan saya dengan bahasa indo saya :D

well ,ok start dari sini....(entah knp gue agak malu ngomongnya -_-)

hmmm...ok topik kali ini tentang "Apa kah yang akan terjadi di kehidupan gue ntar di sma..??" (enggak penting ) *applause*

well ,kenapa gue nulis soal ini di LJ gue ADALAH KARENA :SAYA BOSAN!! dan HIMEE lagi sibuk nge-post LJ nya -_- sedangkan Sora tidak online , so gue bosan

yeah pertanyaan gue adalah :

1. apakah gue dan temen temen gue bakal tetep kayak gini..??

2.apakah persahabatan gue dan temen temen gue bakal putus di tengah jalan seiring perbedaan sekolah sma ..??(kayak jaman gue sd )

3.apakah mimpi gue dan temen temen gue bakal terkabul..??

4.apakah ntar jadinya gue kedepan..??

5.bagaimanakah kehidupan gue di sma..?? apakah tambah sibuk ? apakah gue bakal dapet banyak temen di sma baru gue ..??

6.apakah sifat gue bakal terus kayak sekarang atau berubah ??

WELL.menurut gue masa masa yang sekarang  itu dah enak banget (enggak juga sih...) , dan entah kenapa pas denger lagu "sahabat kecil-ipang gue jadi bertanya tanya ....apakah gue bakal pisah sama sahabat sahabat gue..?? apakah semua bakal berubah seiring waktu yang berjalan ..??

Bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu
Senang bisa mengenal dirimu
Rasanya semua begitu sempurna
Sayang untuk mengakhirinya

Melawan keterbatasan
Walau sedikit kemungkinan
Tak akan menyerah untuk hadapi
Hingga sedih tak mau datang lagi…


kemarin ,gue ngobrol ngobrol ama temen yang umurnya jauh banget ama gue well just call him "ojii-chan"

FK,"aduuh,pusiiiing ...>.<mo milih yang mana...???"

jii-chan,"hah..? pusing kenapa ?"

FK,"hikaru apa kei ya enaknya ~?"

jii-chan, "siapa noh...?"

FK,"orang yang kusuka~"

jii-chan ," eh,maksudku ,apa dia deket rumah kamu ,apa dia sederajat ama kamu
gitu.."


FK,"dia artis sih....hehe"

jii-chan,"oh kalo gitu sekedar fans aja kan..? dua dua nya juga boleh ..kamu kan
cuman fans enggak lebih dan enggk kurang .."


FK,"loh kok gitu...?"

jii-chan ,"kan fans toh...?enggak akan pernah lebih dari itu kan..??"

FK,*terdiam* berfikir dalam hati dan mengatakan "bener juga...emang gue siapa nya
mereka..??"


jii-chan "kalo mimpi jangan terlalu tinggi loh...kamu tau kan dia artis di jepang
,sedangkan kamu cuman org indo biasa...jadi kemungkinannnya 1%"


Fk,*terdiem* mulai nangis

terus gue inget kata kata nya kakak hawk :"emang dari awal kamu enggak bakal mungkin jadi pacarnya inoo kan..?" 

at last kata kata temen ku tuh bener ,ampe ampe gue merasa enak kali ye jadi robot enggak punya perasaan ,jadi gue enggak perlu sakit hati tiap hari hahaha....di bilang enak tapi malah sebaliknya ...hahahaha...stress ..

tapi berkat OPAN DAN SORA , mereka ber-2  telah membangkit kan semangat gue...hahaha thanks :D

well yeah cukup sekian dan trima kasih....:D

 
 
Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Himawari-aqua timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
06 June 2009 @ 09:32 pm
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
-Eleanor Roosevelt-

Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you.
-Marsha Norman-

Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely.
-Erma Bombeck-

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.
-Walt Disney -



 
 
Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: I miss you tonight -JJ Express
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
03 June 2009 @ 10:52 pm
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php 


yeah ! check this out !!

 
 
Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: too-shy - hey! say! jump
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
01 June 2009 @ 07:33 pm
Hankouki no himei ni mo nita
aimai de jirettai kanjou
tashika na riyuu nantenai kedo
kono basho niwa itakunai

Kono munashisa wa dokokara kite doko ni yuku
kanashimi to wa mata sukoshi dake chigau
kokoro ni aita ana wo fukinukeru kaze ga
tsumetakute [KIRI KIRI] to itamu

Shiawase no ate wa nai kedo
dokoka tooku e ikitakatta
mitasarenu omoi ga ikue ni mo kasanari
kakenukeru marude iki isogu ka no you ni

Yami no soko hikari no choujou
zen to aku ga doukyo suru kokoro
kireigoto dewa kakushi kirenai
yowasa wo daremo ga motteru

Moshimo negaigoto ga hitotsu kanau toshite
omoidoori no sekai wo te ni shitemo
mata sugu ni nanika ga tarinai to nageite
koko janai dokoka ni omoi wo haseru n’da

Kiri no mukou ni aru no ga
yume mita sekai na no darou ka
hontou no yuuki to wa soko ni yuku koto na no?
tadoritsuku koto de kanashimi wa kiesaru no?

Nantonaku no naka de
tashika na mono ni deau
ashimoto ni saku ichirin no hana
sono basho de fukaku ne wo haru

Shiawase no ate wa nai kedo
dokoka tooku e ikitakatta
mitasarenu omoi ga ikue ni mo kasanari
kakenukeru kakenukete wakatta koto
boku wa dokomade itte mo
boku de shikanai to iu koto
iwayuru hitotsu no akirame ni mo nita
ketsui de ikite yuku inochi aru kagiri


Aqua Timez – Perfect World-tranlate

The scream of a rebellious age unclearly resembled impatient feeling as well
there’s no such a certain reason but it wasn’t painful in this place

from where this voidness come and to where it would go
still it’s only a little bit different from sadness
an opened hole in the heart was blown through by the cold wind
and at once it feel hurt

The happiness doesn’t have an end however
it would continue to somewhere in the far place
unsatisfied feelings keep stacking
I’m running through as if I was in hurry to live

the dark’s bottom, the light’s summit
a heart that live together with the good and evil
a simplicity that couldn’t be concealed
a weakness that was carried by everyone

if the wish could come true
I want to put the world in my hand as I like
again at once, I’m moaning at something that’s not enough
it wasn’t here, I drive my feelings to somewhere

beyond the mist, I wonder if the world that watching my dream was there
will the real courage take place here?
will the sadness disappear with a struggle?

for one or another reason, I’ll meet a certain thing
under my feet one flower blooms
deepening its root in that place

The happiness doesn’t have an end however
it would continue to somewhere in the far place
unsatisfied feelings keep stacking
I’m running through, run through
I’ve understood how far I could go, I have no choice
with one so-called resignation resembled decision
I’ll continue living the limited life

 
 
Current Location: my badroom
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: perfect world -aqua timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
01 June 2009 @ 07:22 pm
Woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

 
 
Current Location: my badroom
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: remembering sunday - all time low
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
31 May 2009 @ 08:59 pm
yeah...now..i wanna tell you about my favorite Hey Say Jump member !!

well, umm...

he is really handsome
he is cool
he is smart
he is really kind (event he often lie to other member ..huhuhu)
and because of him ,i start like my piano lesson...(because iwanna be like him)

yeah..for me...he was the one who can make me dreaming and smile everyday...sometimes if i had a bad mood...then i will see his photo and then ..i will be smile at it(the photo). its not because he is funny or something . but when i see his photograph its just make me more power full /make me more happy ...

his name is inoo kei ...huhuhu..





 
 
Current Location: my badroom
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Memories-Hey! Say! Jump
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
29 May 2009 @ 10:21 am
yeah yeah !! its me again...its me with a big smile :D (JREENG !!),

well yeah... lets start with a new TOPIC !! (yahoo !! yeay *big smile*)

FRIEND OR FOE..??

yeah lets talk about my "FRIEND habit" ! < a new topic>

THEY always talk to me like we're "Friend"

BUT,  the thing that make me SHOCK is ...SHE SOMETIMES TALK ABOUT SOMETHING BAD ABOUT

JAPANESE  BEHIND ME (ok itu emang enggak ada urusannya ama gue ,BUT... THEY MADE MY BEST

FRIEND REALLY SAD )

uooghh...!! that make me really mad... i want to say "GO AWAY YOU BETRAYER!! YOU'RE DASTARD!!" in front of them ..huhuhuhu...and want to punch their head with my hand ,

yeah something like that ..huhuhu...what i wanna talking about is ..why they do that to us (ME,SORA,HIME AND AI)..??

and the one who was really pity is AI (OMG sabar ya da~) .. because she heard it very clearly from her classmate ...(huhuhu... and she was very sad when she heard about that ...huhuhu ..sabar ya ),

then Ai tell about that "information" to us (me,hime,and sora), and we're VERY SHOCK to hear that.., the things
that i thougt when i heard about that is..." they're really MEAN!!"

they make my friend sad (cries) , yeah ...the thing is " are they think about/care our feeling..?are they really my friend...?  "

yeah i know that they have an authorization to say about that ... ..

said that they really "sick of  their  peace pose"

said that they really "sick of their style ..  or their costume for concert was too over.. and bla bla bla.."

said that "
their male celebrity (the celebrity that they like) is more better than japanese male celebrity(that we like)"

 you know when you said about that ...

you're just make your  friends Desponding their dreams... , are you happy with that..?

you know what !! you have to care about your friend feeling too...

don't be so selfish... it's really make me dissappointed...

like  iwanna scream:"if we like them!! then why..?? is there any problem with that ..? idon't have any problem when you said that you love other celeb and their(other celeb) style  but why !!... why you have to said like that behind us..?? "

DAN 1 LAGI KALO BERANI NGOMONG DI DEPAN !! JANGAN DI BELAKANG

ok thats all from me ...


(THEY = AI classmate*)
 
 
Current Location: my bed room
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: akatsuki - Aqua timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
29 May 2009 @ 10:18 am
Aqua Timez re:birth

itoshi sa dake de ai o katatte ita koro ga sukoshi natsukashii
kazoekirenu hodo ikutsu mono kanjou ga umarete wa kieru

budouiro no yuugure
mabataki no sono hima ni
sekai wa iro o kaete
boku o okizari ni suru n da

kishimi atte miushinatte kanashimi o oshitsuke au toki
hito wa hito o itomo tayasuku kirai ni narete shimau you desu
daiji ni shitara daiji ni sareru wake janai to wakari nagara mo
soredemo nao hito wa hito o aisazu ni wa irarenai mono na no deshou ne

“doko kara kita no?”
omoidasenai yo umareru mae no koto da monotashika na no wa
hito wa hito o aisazu ni wa irarenai mono da to yuu koto


Translation :

I miss the time where people talked about love with nothing but love for it, just a little
A countless number of feelings have disappeared in their birth

Dark purple twilight
In the gap between the flickers
The world is changing colour
It leaves me behind

When conflict comes and goes, it’s also time to pack in your sorrow and move on
It’s the way people extremely easily grow accustom to hate
But still, people can’t help but love people, don’t you think?

“Where are you from?”
I can’t really remember things of when I was born
but if I remember correctly, people did a thing called loving other people, surely

 
 
Current Location: my bed room
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: miley cyrus -The climb
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
27 May 2009 @ 02:54 pm
ok...seperti yang sudah saya katakan saya akan menggunakan bahasa indonesia

Bahasa Indonesia : ON*

yeah !! UAS dan UN selesai.... akhirnya enggak perlu capek capek belajar lagi...bisa main internet seenak nya dll... tapi  yang sekarang gue pikirin...entah kenapa lama lama ni journal sama kaya buku diary ya..? (why kok bisa...?) tapi biarlah....gpp kan..? ok deh . well , lets start..

Hari ini..enggak ada yang special ...(penting abis -_-")

yah ~ well, akhir akhir ini gue ada pikiran ...soal gue kedepan nanti... entah kenapa....

well let's start with ...:

1. Gmn caranya gue bisa keluar dari imajinasi gue yang terus berulang ulang ini ....
 -yup... jadi gini... masi soal seseorang yang gue suka... menurut gue sendiri itu bukan sebuah permasalahn yang besar.. tapi entah kenapa
akhir akhir ini imajinasi gue membuat gue jadi patah semangat, Rasanya pengen gue buang itu perasaan ,tapi susahnya bukan main ..yah...jadi bayangan tiap hari...

mungkin ini seperti imajinasi biasa :

   pada hari valentine gue berlari ke taman tergesa gesa sambil ngebawa sekotak coklat buatan gue sendiri (kyknya...-_-) , lalu ..terlihat "DIA"(well just call him I) , sedang tersenyum menerima sebuah kotak coklat dari cewe lain (well lets say her name is H <bukan hime loh>) , lalu saat ngeliat itu aku tersentak dan teringat kata kata si I ,"jika ada cewe yang nembak aku ..mungkin aku enggak bisa menolaknya karena terlalu bahagia mendengar perasaannya tentang ku..", and then si H bilang "aku..suka kamu..." well then si "I" nerima .... terus gue yang kaget akhirnya berbalik arah dan berlari lagi... terus gue liat sahabat sahabatnya si "H" lagi bahagia melihat si "H " di terima... dan setelah gue ngelewatin mereka , gue liat sora sama hime yang lagi menuju ke arah taman , terus mereka ber-2 ngejar gue (well jadi peristiwa lari lari-an...-_-) .

yeah! ...itu lah imajinasi gue yang ngebuat gue patah semangat ...kenapa bisa..? soalnya gue keep thingking kalo si H itu lebih perfect dari pada gue , entah kenapa...

and then

2.hari ini gue boring banget...enggak tau kenapa abis ujian kok malah boring..?laper lagi...(asli enggak penting abis)
                              
INTINYA...SAYA PUSING...DAN MALES BLOM LAGI HOPELESS

kyknya impian gue bakal stuck lagi...dan berubah jadi saya yang satu lagi (alias yang negativenya luar biasa ...hahahaha) dan gue enggak bisa nyalahin siapa siapa ... huhuhu... soalnya emang yang salah gue sih ya.... capek banget jadi gue,... hahahaha .

 
 
Current Location: my bed room
Current Music: still conected,words of silence,Re:birth- Aqua timez , cancer-MCR
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
23 May 2009 @ 07:05 pm



yeay !! well, it's me again....and i wanna share you my picture that made by me..(ok bad grammar -_-)

i made it by myself.. hehehe

umm well, what do you think..? is it good...


my friend said that i have to make an ID in deviant art , so i can post my picture there... hehehe...

and then my onee-chan (retatsu yuriko/Aoi sora) , she asked me to go shopping with her , then i accept it

...and  then...its about hime ...when she told me about "its more comfortable being yourself"...its make me really

happy, well, to tell you the truth(its for my best friend and onee-chan)...i wanna share my story ..and i want you to

share your story too... so we can finish it together (do you get what i mean..?ok emang bad grammar abis

english ku).


 
 
Current Location: my bed room
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: words of silence -Aqua timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
19 May 2009 @ 07:31 pm
Huweeeeeeeeeeee....~ i wanna to crying a lot now...*sob*

huweeeeee....really...i don't know  what's the meaning of this...!!

i love someone and now ..my junior love him too..well like i wanna say : Sh*t,F*ck !!

i don't want to hate my junior but...it really hurts...i cant concentrate now (wow,seriously..?) for my exam ..*sigh*

Why !!! ....ok i know that he is an idol...but... i really love him..*sob*, hmm. i know this is just a dream....

*sigh* and at this situation my mother keep complaint me....( ok ,bad grammar -_-")

* indonesia (soalnya bingung musti nulis gimana..-_-):

ok, aku tau kalo misal Dia idol...dan dia emang sangat cakep (menurutku) , dan aku yakin pasti banyak fans nya , aku tau aku bukan siapa siapa ...tapi walaupun begitu sekarang aku lagi usaha,bermimpi(tentunya doa juga) dan berharap..supaya aku bisa ketemu dia... tapi enggak tau kenapa begitu denger ada orang yang suka ama dia juga...itu...rasanya neken banget...bukan berarti aku enggak suka ..dia punya hak untuk suka bahkan nge-fans kyk aku -_-" but...really it fells so hurts...tapi...aku me maklumi kenapa dia suka ama "*******" . well, aku ngerti perasaan dia (kalo bener perasaannya sama ..) , aku enggak nyalahin dia , dan malahan harusnya aku seneng karena si "******* " dapet fans baru , berarti dia laku -> makin gemilang deh karirnya...harusnya aku nge-dukung...tapi entah kenapa aku enggak bisa -_-" why ..? sorry ya adek kelas yang udah gue sinisin ..

and , THANKS TO :

-ANNISAH ANINDITYA RAHMA PUTRI (HIME ) AND (REVI AMIRAH HASIBUAN (SORA) , makasih pada kalian ber-2 yang udah ngebuat gue kembali berharap(setelah aku hopeless selama 2 tahun dan enggak percaya ama yang namanya harapan -_-") dan bermimpi...kalian dah nge-buat aura negatif (well sebut aja aura suram) ku ilang ...makasih dah nerima ku sebagai aku ..dan makasih selama ini dah mau ngertiin aku ..:D , aku bersyukur punya temen kyk kalian ....:)

  you two are really my best friend ,


 
 
Current Location: my livingroom
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: alone-Aqua Timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
18 May 2009 @ 09:06 pm
ok... Now,i m getting really irritated because , I DON'T GET my feeling today *sigh*

and then ...i wanna draw a picture for "Him" , but i m not sure i can do it or not ...*sigh again*

WHY !!! it's so confusing (>_<) , like i wanna scream : ARGHH... what in the world is this !!

Mind : Blank ,but it feel really stressed a lot ..? (why?)

is it because of "Him" ? or something else .?

ukhh...!!
GYAAAAAAAAA i wanna SCREAAAAAM !! but i can't( -_-")
 
 
Current Location: my living room
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Velonica- Aqua Timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
17 May 2009 @ 05:25 pm
now, im getting really hopelessness

when i heard about " Only flat letters are accepted.Gifts, or anything bulky, will be sent back again".

me and my friends make a bracelet for Hey! Say! jump member (for : Inoo kei ,Nakajima yuto,and Yamada ryosuke)

now im getting upset because of this...

hmmm....am i must to be upset because of this..? i really don't understand my feeling (>_<)*sigh*
 
 
Current Location: my living room
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: chiisana tenohira -Aqua Timez
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
17 May 2009 @ 04:17 pm

PV making

(Camera-1)

Hari ke-2 PV making – “ohayou mina~”ujar sora dan hime sambil melambaikan tangan mereka kearah mereka  , di susul dengan koharu , “ohayou”ujar koharu yang baru saja turun dari van nya . mereka bertigapun masuk ke studio . terlihat sudah ada dua orang cowok yang sedang terduduk di ruang make up.

 

(Camera-2)

“ohayou mina !!”ujar ryo sambil memberikan hormat kearah kamera , “hari ini PV making ke -2 ..yeay!!!”ujar ryo dengan semangat .

 

(Camera-3)

“HOEEE~”teriak ken , “kenapa ken-chan ..?”Tanya ryo yang kebingungan. “ini..yakin..ini bagian ku..??”ujar ken sambil menunjuk not lagu yang ia dapatkan , “ho oh..emangnya kenapa..?ada yang salah..?”ujar hime dengan tatapan bingung . “Ribet banget !!”ujar ken , “sabar ya ken..”ujar koharu sambil menepuk bahu ken . ken pun pasrah saat menerima kumpulan not balok itu .

 

(Camera-4)

“biru …”ujar koharu sambil memandang panggung tempat pembuatan video, “ho oh”lanjut hime tiba tiba. “ hime …”panggil koharu , “ ya..? kenapa..?”jawab hime , “maaf kan aku ya …”ujar koharu tiba tiba . “hah..?maaf untuk apa..?”Tanya hime penasaran . “maafin dulu…”pinta koharu , “ eww.. ngomong dulu..”ujar hime mulai emosi , “maafin dulu” pinta koharu dengan sangat , “katakan atau kau tidak akan lulus sma”paksa hime sambil memukul koharu   . “aw!! Itu sakit” ujar koharu kesakitan , “ok …jujur aja … aku…sudah memakan snack yang kau taruh di meja ..”ujar koharu sambil meringkuk memegangi perutnya karena kesakitan. “eh? Emang itu punya ku..?”tanya hime balik ,“loh itu unya mu kan..?”Tanya koharu , hime pun menggelengkan kepalanya . “lalu punya siapa..?”Tanya koharu kebingungan , “entahlah”jawab hime santai .

 

(Camera-5)

“ken-chan aku suka gayamu …”ujar ryo yang masih terpana oleh baju yang di pakai oleh ken , “masa’..?”ujar ken sambil melihat kea rah kaca . “iya..cakep loh” puji ryo lagi . “makasih…”


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Current Location: my living room
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: moonlight-yamada ryosuke
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
one of my best friend make a vote for HSJ (Hey! Say! jump) member !! , if you are one of  HSJ fans ! please vote for your favorite member!!!


(http://inouesora.wordpress.com/2009/05/11/polliiiiing/ )
 
 
Current Location: my living room -_-
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: after dark - asian kungfu generation
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
11 May 2009 @ 09:38 pm
Romaji:

karada wa boku no kokoro no koto wo boku yori wakatte kureteru

kinchou sureba tenohira ni ase ga nijimu

itsudatta kanaa okuba wo kami tachidomaraseta hazu no namida ni

kanashimi wo kanashimu to iu koto wo osowatta no wa

kibou no kotoba wo takusan BAGGU ni tsumekonde tabi ni deta

hikikaesu tabi ni kimi wa ukedomete kureta

itsu no hi mo kotoba wo erabezu tohou ni kureru boku

kotoba ni tayorazu dakishimeru kimi

kimi no hou ga zutto sabishii omoi wo shite kita no ni


shagamikomu senaka wo sasutte kureru itsumo soba ni aru chiisana tenohira

donna ni kirei ni kazarareta kotoba yori mo sono nukumori ni tasukerarete kita

nani mo kamo umaku iku toki de wa naku nani mo kamo umaku ikanu toki ni koso

hito wa taisetsu na sonzai ni kizuku no deshou don na boku mo aishitekureru kimi e

arigatou itsu mo soba ni itekurete

kusamura ni yokotawatte nagareru kumo wo nagameru to

shizuka na kokoro wo torimodosu koto ga dekita

sukoshi dake kinou yori mo yasashiku nareru kigasuru sono basho de

hitori de wa ikite yukenu koto kamishimeteta

sore demo haruka kanata yureru kiseki no hana ni miserarete

mamorinuku beki nichijyou wo karashite shimau

motto mukashi seishun wo seishun to mo shirazu kakenukete kara kizuita you ni

taisetsu na hito no taisetsusa wo misugoshiteku

utsukushii omoi dake jya ikirarezu yakusoku no sora mo yogoshite shimaeta

anna ni kirei suki tooru sora no shita de sono ao ni “kanarazu” to chikatta no ni

hibiwareta risou wo tebanasenu mama ikite kita hibi wo omoikaesu kedo

ushiro bakari mitetara ashita ga kanashimu kara hito wa mae ni susumu shikanain da yo

me no mae ni iru ai subeki hito no tame ni mo

me ni mienu kizuato wo sasutte kureru yasashii tenohira ga aru to iu koto

sekaijyuu ni hakujyu wo morau koto to yori zutto taisetsu na mono ga soba ni atta

isogashiku kurasu hibi ni mayoi komi omoiyari ga muimi ni omoete mo

nidoto nakushite kara kizuku koto no nai you ni

konna boku wo aishite kureru kimi ni “arigatou” no uta wo tsukurimashita

kotoba jya tarinai kitto oitsukenai yo

kotoba jya tarinai kedo, kedo, arigatou


English :

my body understands my heart better than myself

if I’m nervous sweat would runs down my palm

at any time, I wonder, in the tears that want me to stop grinding my teeth

I’ve been taught the meaning of regretting the sadness

I’ve packed hopeful words in many bags while starting a journey

at the times when I want to turn back, you are the one who stopped me

on one of these days too, when I couldn’t choose the right words

you who holds someone close without saying anything

will realize that your way is really lonely

patting my back when I squat down

that little palm is always beside me

More than any beautifully decorated words

I was saved by that warmth

There’re moments when everything never goes well

surely at the times when everything goes wrong

I guess we’ll realize the importance of a person’s existence

Thank you for loving me no matter what kind of person I am

and for being always beside me

Lying down on the grass

and gaze at the flowing clouds

I was able to get back my peaceful heart, just a little

In that place, it feels more gentle than yesterday

I reflected how people couldn’t live well only by himself

still in afar I’m enchanted by the swaying flower of miracle

My regular days that I’ve strongly protected now have been dried

on far older days

I haven’t known my adolescence, since I ran through it and realizing that

I’ve missed the importance of important person

We couldn’t live with just beautiful hopes

the promised sky would get contaminated

In that space under the passing beautiful sky

I swore the word “certainly” into that blueness

Day after day, without completing my broken dreams

I think back over the days I’ve lived, however

out of merely looking back and mourning for tomorrow

people have no choice but to progress forward

for the sake of the beloved person in front of our eyes

Touching lightly my invisible scar

there was your gentle palm

All the way better than applause from the whole world

the important thing was beside me

I’ve lost my way in living these busy days

even sympathy have also seemed meaningless

Since I’ll never again lose someone without realizing it

for you who loved person such as me

I made this “thank you” song

words aren’t enough, certainly I won’t be able to catch up

words aren’t enough, but, but

thank you


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Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: -none-
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
11 May 2009 @ 05:42 pm
    

yeay !! this is the result (of my geography homework) !!...

what do you think..?? is it good..??

i made it with my father , and you know what !! it cost : Rp. 200.000 ++

(-_-) sh*t, ok...

and for my new band  ,(me and my friends) we've been decide a name for our new band ~^^ (yatta!!)

and the name is : SnowDrop

yeay!! .

hmmm...

and then ...

today,

there's a lot of things that make me so confused :


-First . this is about one of my best friend ,well.. we can call her ARIYA ,she will be  the guitarist of Snowdrop .

her  friend said that she want to be the guitarist for my new band . but actually she don't (i think), 

because when we talk about  "our  new band" she don't respect about it. (do you get what i mean?)

-Second, about my feeling to my junior ,  i feel so uncomfortable if i meet her and it really irritating (and i
really hate it  )  .


 
 
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Current Mood: good
Current Music: good bye days - yui
 
 
Fujiwara Koharu
10 May 2009 @ 01:37 pm
well...., me and my friend plan to make a new band in our senior high school ,

and you know what !! if we really make it , i' ll be the keyboardist yeay !!~^^, maya will be the guitarist , essy will be the bassist , putri will be the vocalist  and we stuck because the drummer .. we don't  know  who will be  the drummer .. and we still don't know about the name of our new band ...so we still discuss about it.

i hope my new band will be the greatest band ever (hahaha day dreaming ).
 
 
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Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Aimo - Megumi nakajima
 
 
 
 

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