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Fujiwara Koharu
08 June 2009 @ 08:42 pm
huft!!  
HOAAA I WANNA SCREAM NOW !! BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY ???

IS IT BECAUSE I'M JEALOUS ..??
 .
WHAT THE ... -_- ME ? JEALOUS..? TO WHO..?? WHY ..??

I THINK IM JUST DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE SOMETHING -__- OH WELL, ITS JUST FEEL REALLY IRRITATED -_-
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Fujiwara Koharu
07 June 2009 @ 06:56 pm
sharing heart to heart part 2 (bhs indonesia mode : on )  
 Yo! yo yo !! ...gyahahaha bertemu lagi dengan saya dengan bahasa indo saya :D

well ,ok start dari sini....(entah knp gue agak malu ngomongnya -_-)

hmmm...ok topik kali ini tentang "Apa kah yang akan terjadi di kehidupan gue ntar di sma..??" (enggak penting ) *applause*

well ,kenapa gue nulis soal ini di LJ gue ADALAH KARENA :SAYA BOSAN!! dan HIMEE lagi sibuk nge-post LJ nya -_- sedangkan Sora tidak online , so gue bosan

yeah pertanyaan gue adalah :

1. apakah gue dan temen temen gue bakal tetep kayak gini..??

2.apakah persahabatan gue dan temen temen gue bakal putus di tengah jalan seiring perbedaan sekolah sma ..??(kayak jaman gue sd )

3.apakah mimpi gue dan temen temen gue bakal terkabul..??

4.apakah ntar jadinya gue kedepan..??

5.bagaimanakah kehidupan gue di sma..?? apakah tambah sibuk ? apakah gue bakal dapet banyak temen di sma baru gue ..??

6.apakah sifat gue bakal terus kayak sekarang atau berubah ??

WELL.menurut gue masa masa yang sekarang  itu dah enak banget (enggak juga sih...) , dan entah kenapa pas denger lagu "sahabat kecil-ipang gue jadi bertanya tanya ....apakah gue bakal pisah sama sahabat sahabat gue..?? apakah semua bakal berubah seiring waktu yang berjalan ..??

Bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu
Senang bisa mengenal dirimu
Rasanya semua begitu sempurna
Sayang untuk mengakhirinya

Melawan keterbatasan
Walau sedikit kemungkinan
Tak akan menyerah untuk hadapi
Hingga sedih tak mau datang lagi…


kemarin ,gue ngobrol ngobrol ama temen yang umurnya jauh banget ama gue well just call him "ojii-chan"

FK,"aduuh,pusiiiing ...>.<mo milih yang mana...???"

jii-chan,"hah..? pusing kenapa ?"

FK,"hikaru apa kei ya enaknya ~?"

jii-chan, "siapa noh...?"

FK,"orang yang kusuka~"

jii-chan ," eh,maksudku ,apa dia deket rumah kamu ,apa dia sederajat ama kamu
gitu.."

FK,"dia artis sih....hehe"

jii-chan,"oh kalo gitu sekedar fans aja kan..? dua dua nya juga boleh ..kamu kan
cuman fans enggak lebih dan enggk kurang .."

FK,"loh kok gitu...?"

jii-chan ,"kan fans toh...?enggak akan pernah lebih dari itu kan..??"

FK,*terdiam* berfikir dalam hati dan mengatakan "bener juga...emang gue siapa nya
mereka..??"

jii-chan "kalo mimpi jangan terlalu tinggi loh...kamu tau kan dia artis di jepang
,sedangkan kamu cuman org indo biasa...jadi kemungkinannnya 1%"

Fk,*terdiem* mulai nangis

terus gue inget kata kata nya kakak hawk :"emang dari awal kamu enggak bakal mungkin jadi pacarnya inoo kan..?" 

at last kata kata temen ku tuh bener ,ampe ampe gue merasa enak kali ye jadi robot enggak punya perasaan ,jadi gue enggak perlu sakit hati tiap hari hahaha....di bilang enak tapi malah sebaliknya ...hahahaha...stress ..

tapi berkat OPAN DAN SORA , mereka ber-2  telah membangkit kan semangat gue...hahaha thanks :D

well yeah cukup sekian dan trima kasih....:D

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Fujiwara Koharu
06 June 2009 @ 09:32 pm
Quote  
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
-Eleanor Roosevelt-

Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you.
-Marsha Norman-

Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely.
-Erma Bombeck-

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.
-Walt Disney -



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Fujiwara Koharu
03 June 2009 @ 10:52 pm
Quis (what the...)  
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php 


yeah ! check this out !!

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Fujiwara Koharu
01 June 2009 @ 07:33 pm
Perfect World-Aqua timez  
Hankouki no himei ni mo nita
aimai de jirettai kanjou
tashika na riyuu nantenai kedo
kono basho niwa itakunai

Kono munashisa wa dokokara kite doko ni yuku
kanashimi to wa mata sukoshi dake chigau
kokoro ni aita ana wo fukinukeru kaze ga
tsumetakute [KIRI KIRI] to itamu

Shiawase no ate wa nai kedo
dokoka tooku e ikitakatta
mitasarenu omoi ga ikue ni mo kasanari
kakenukeru marude iki isogu ka no you ni

Yami no soko hikari no choujou
zen to aku ga doukyo suru kokoro
kireigoto dewa kakushi kirenai
yowasa wo daremo ga motteru

Moshimo negaigoto ga hitotsu kanau toshite
omoidoori no sekai wo te ni shitemo
mata sugu ni nanika ga tarinai to nageite
koko janai dokoka ni omoi wo haseru n’da

Kiri no mukou ni aru no ga
yume mita sekai na no darou ka
hontou no yuuki to wa soko ni yuku koto na no?
tadoritsuku koto de kanashimi wa kiesaru no?

Nantonaku no naka de
tashika na mono ni deau
ashimoto ni saku ichirin no hana
sono basho de fukaku ne wo haru

Shiawase no ate wa nai kedo
dokoka tooku e ikitakatta
mitasarenu omoi ga ikue ni mo kasanari
kakenukeru kakenukete wakatta koto
boku wa dokomade itte mo
boku de shikanai to iu koto
iwayuru hitotsu no akirame ni mo nita
ketsui de ikite yuku inochi aru kagiri


Aqua Timez – Perfect World-tranlate

The scream of a rebellious age unclearly resembled impatient feeling as well
there’s no such a certain reason but it wasn’t painful in this place

from where this voidness come and to where it would go
still it’s only a little bit different from sadness
an opened hole in the heart was blown through by the cold wind
and at once it feel hurt

The happiness doesn’t have an end however
it would continue to somewhere in the far place
unsatisfied feelings keep stacking
I’m running through as if I was in hurry to live

the dark’s bottom, the light’s summit
a heart that live together with the good and evil
a simplicity that couldn’t be concealed
a weakness that was carried by everyone

if the wish could come true
I want to put the world in my hand as I like
again at once, I’m moaning at something that’s not enough
it wasn’t here, I drive my feelings to somewhere

beyond the mist, I wonder if the world that watching my dream was there
will the real courage take place here?
will the sadness disappear with a struggle?

for one or another reason, I’ll meet a certain thing
under my feet one flower blooms
deepening its root in that place

The happiness doesn’t have an end however
it would continue to somewhere in the far place
unsatisfied feelings keep stacking
I’m running through, run through
I’ve understood how far I could go, I have no choice
with one so-called resignation resembled decision
I’ll continue living the limited life
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Fujiwara Koharu
01 June 2009 @ 07:22 pm
remembering sunday  
Woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning out into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place is familiar to him
She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home
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Fujiwara Koharu
31 May 2009 @ 08:59 pm
Favorite HSJ member ..  
yeah...now..i wanna tell you about my favorite Hey Say Jump member !!

well, umm...

he is really handsome
he is cool
he is smart
he is really kind (event he often lie to other member ..huhuhu)
and because of him ,i start like my piano lesson...(because iwanna be like him)

yeah..for me...he was the one who can make me dreaming and smile everyday...sometimes if i had a bad mood...then i will see his photo and then ..i will be smile at it(the photo). its not because he is funny or something . but when i see his photograph its just make me more power full /make me more happy ...

his name is inoo kei ...huhuhu..





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Fujiwara Koharu
29 May 2009 @ 10:21 am
you're my Friend or Foe..?  
yeah yeah !! its me again...its me with a big smile :D (JREENG !!),

well yeah... lets start with a new TOPIC !! (yahoo !! yeay *big smile*)

FRIEND OR FOE..??

yeah lets talk about my "FRIEND habit" ! < a new topic>

THEY always talk to me like we're "Friend"

BUT,  the thing that make me SHOCK is ...SHE SOMETIMES TALK ABOUT SOMETHING BAD ABOUT

JAPANESE  BEHIND ME (ok itu emang enggak ada urusannya ama gue ,BUT... THEY MADE MY BEST

FRIEND REALLY SAD )

uooghh...!! that make me really mad... i want to say "GO AWAY YOU BETRAYER!! YOU'RE DASTARD!!" in front of them ..huhuhuhu...and want to punch their head with my hand ,

yeah something like that ..huhuhu...what i wanna talking about is ..why they do that to us (ME,SORA,HIME AND AI)..??

and the one who was really pity is AI (OMG sabar ya da~) .. because she heard it very clearly from her classmate ...(huhuhu... and she was very sad when she heard about that ...huhuhu ..sabar ya ),

then Ai tell about that "information" to us (me,hime,and sora), and we're VERY SHOCK to hear that.., the things
that i thougt when i heard about that is..." they're really MEAN!!"

they make my friend sad (cries) , yeah ...the thing is " are they think about/care our feeling..?are they really my friend...?  "

yeah i know that they have an authorization to say about that ... ..

said that they really "sick of  their  peace pose"

said that they really "sick of their style ..  or their costume for concert was too over.. and bla bla bla.."

said that "their male celebrity (the celebrity that they like) is more better than japanese male celebrity(that we like)"

 you know when you said about that ...

you're just make your  friends Desponding their dreams... , are you happy with that..?

you know what !! you have to care about your friend feeling too...

don't be so selfish... it's really make me dissappointed...

like  iwanna scream:"if we like them!! then why..?? is there any problem with that ..? idon't have any problem when you said that you love other celeb and their(other celeb) style  but why !!... why you have to said like that behind us..?? "

DAN 1 LAGI KALO BERANI NGOMONG DI DEPAN !! JANGAN DI BELAKANG

ok thats all from me ...


(THEY = AI classmate*)
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Fujiwara Koharu
29 May 2009 @ 10:18 am
Re:birth  
Aqua Timez re:birth

itoshi sa dake de ai o katatte ita koro ga sukoshi natsukashii
kazoekirenu hodo ikutsu mono kanjou ga umarete wa kieru

budouiro no yuugure
mabataki no sono hima ni
sekai wa iro o kaete
boku o okizari ni suru n da

kishimi atte miushinatte kanashimi o oshitsuke au toki
hito wa hito o itomo tayasuku kirai ni narete shimau you desu
daiji ni shitara daiji ni sareru wake janai to wakari nagara mo
soredemo nao hito wa hito o aisazu ni wa irarenai mono na no deshou ne

“doko kara kita no?”
omoidasenai yo umareru mae no koto da monotashika na no wa
hito wa hito o aisazu ni wa irarenai mono da to yuu koto


Translation :

I miss the time where people talked about love with nothing but love for it, just a little
A countless number of feelings have disappeared in their birth

Dark purple twilight
In the gap between the flickers
The world is changing colour
It leaves me behind

When conflict comes and goes, it’s also time to pack in your sorrow and move on
It’s the way people extremely easily grow accustom to hate
But still, people can’t help but love people, don’t you think?

“Where are you from?”
I can’t really remember things of when I was born
but if I remember correctly, people did a thing called loving other people, surely
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Fujiwara Koharu
27 May 2009 @ 02:54 pm
Yeah heart to heart (bhs indo mode:on)  
ok...seperti yang sudah saya katakan saya akan menggunakan bahasa indonesia

Bahasa Indonesia : ON*

yeah !! UAS dan UN selesai.... akhirnya enggak perlu capek capek belajar lagi...bisa main internet seenak nya dll... tapi  yang sekarang gue pikirin...entah kenapa lama lama ni journal sama kaya buku diary ya..? (why kok bisa...?) tapi biarlah....gpp kan..? ok deh . well , lets start..

Hari ini..enggak ada yang special ...(penting abis -_-")

yah ~ well, akhir akhir ini gue ada pikiran ...soal gue kedepan nanti... entah kenapa....

well let's start with ...:

1. Gmn caranya gue bisa keluar dari imajinasi gue yang terus berulang ulang ini ....
 -yup... jadi gini... masi soal seseorang yang gue suka... menurut gue sendiri itu bukan sebuah permasalahn yang besar.. tapi entah kenapa
akhir akhir ini imajinasi gue membuat gue jadi patah semangat, Rasanya pengen gue buang itu perasaan ,tapi susahnya bukan main ..yah...jadi bayangan tiap hari...

mungkin ini seperti imajinasi biasa :

   pada hari valentine gue berlari ke taman tergesa gesa sambil ngebawa sekotak coklat buatan gue sendiri (kyknya...-_-) , lalu ..terlihat "DIA"(well just call him I) , sedang tersenyum menerima sebuah kotak coklat dari cewe lain (well lets say her name is H <bukan hime loh>) , lalu saat ngeliat itu aku tersentak dan teringat kata kata si I ,"jika ada cewe yang nembak aku ..mungkin aku enggak bisa menolaknya karena terlalu bahagia mendengar perasaannya tentang ku..", and then si H bilang "aku..suka kamu..." well then si "I" nerima .... terus gue yang kaget akhirnya berbalik arah dan berlari lagi... terus gue liat sahabat sahabatnya si "H" lagi bahagia melihat si "H " di terima... dan setelah gue ngelewatin mereka , gue liat sora sama hime yang lagi menuju ke arah taman , terus mereka ber-2 ngejar gue (well jadi peristiwa lari lari-an...-_-) .

yeah! ...itu lah imajinasi gue yang ngebuat gue patah semangat ...kenapa bisa..? soalnya gue keep thingking kalo si H itu lebih perfect dari pada gue , entah kenapa...

and then

2.hari ini gue boring banget...enggak tau kenapa abis ujian kok malah boring..?laper lagi...(asli enggak penting abis)
                              
INTINYA...SAYA PUSING...DAN MALES BLOM LAGI HOPELESS

kyknya impian gue bakal stuck lagi...dan berubah jadi saya yang satu lagi (alias yang negativenya luar biasa ...hahahaha) dan gue enggak bisa nyalahin siapa siapa ... huhuhu... soalnya emang yang salah gue sih ya.... capek banget jadi gue,... hahahaha .
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